My Translucent Mind

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Alone ( May 1, 2011 )

Slowly but surely it eats at me.
Like a virus waiting to sink it's teeth into it's host.....

Here I am yet again, with nothing but my thoughts to sustain me.
Oh what horrific thoughts, as all that I once s taunts my every breath.
Though I can not escape, forever I am trapped within my own subconscious.
How did I come to be this broken woman, the one you abandoned?
Even worse, how did I become this broken woman who can't abandon you?

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Death Within Your Eyes ( Sept. 29, 2010 )

The light flickers from your eyes as life slowly erodes from your grasp.
As your breathing gets slower, I find a tempest of tears descend from my eyes.
I have no interest in loosing you, but yet I find that choice is no longer mine.
Nor has it ever been and never again might be.
So as I hold your hand to my heart, you slowly begin to slip from away.
Suddenly your breath becomes absent and death has called checkmate.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Woman ( Sept. 28, 2010 )

Your eyes are of no comparison and your beauty has no bounds.
As I gaze at you from afar, I suddenly fade into a sweet tranquility.
For you are woman, more gorgeous than any creature life has sustained.
And as your essence is within my gaze, I can only ponder upon your vision.
For I can not forget those lips, as I could not forget the voice that comes from them.
It is your eyes my dear, they are of no comparison, and that beauty - it has no bounds.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The Storm ( Sept. 18, 2010 )

The storm rages as the rain pelts me like bullets.
Soon I become numb to the pain, and begin to enjoy the serenity of all of nature's beauty.
As the desolated darkness lurks, the freezing weather runs through my veins, and the chills quiver up my spine.
Finally my toes begin to curl and the ecstasy of lightening and thunder derives within me.
I lay on the ground ans render all, in which I am, to the earth.
Soon, we become one and the unbearable reminiscing of my subconscious happens to seize.
Finally, I am who I was meant to be, finally I can be me.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Never Again ( Sept. 16, 2010)

As he heard the tales told, his mind pondered, reminiscing the memories.
The pain that once was has awaken yet again.
To bring with it only an ounce of happiness.
As his eyes fill with visions of his past, he soon becomes blind in the sweet tranquility of sorrow.
In thus, we find life's evaporation into oblivion.
And for love to never have truly existed to begin with.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Blood Sucker ( Sometime in 2010)

For I can not feel pain as I haven to heart to feel with.
I cannot cry, for I have no soul to bear with.
What is once a driving sensation, is now but an immortal hex upon my life.
And as the blood runs down my throat, I feel my veins turn cold and my eyes go blind.
Forced to see nothing but the nights essence caressing their skin.
Such sweet lovely skin.
Now I go deaf, hearing no other sounds but that of their hearts racing and their undying screams that linger.
This is my lullaby as they take their final breath.
A never ending sleep to end what never was.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Bad Habit ( Oct. 27, 2009 )

As the crystal clear ice drops descend from my eyes, I feel the rush of my veins turning black.
My heartbeats beginning to seize, and my hope beginning to die.
The habit has taken my immortal soul.
I am now left with nothing but the shattered pieces that was once my life.
I fell numb as I lay under the willow tree.
To say good bye to the whispering winds , I take my last breath -