My Translucent Mind

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Lifeless ( June 28, 2011 )

Pain is but a substance, used to forever beat the blood back into my decaying heart.
Slowly and viciously my chest begins to compress against my lungs.
Here I am , no longer one of life, but rather that of a lifeless corpse
Trapped to watch others as their way of humanity mocks me.
There all alone in the darkness, forgotten as if I never existed to begin with.
Then suddenly through my selfish misery, I find a glimpse of light.
It warmth radiates as it offers Nirvana.
Finally I can breathe again.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

I Wish They Knew ( Sometime in 2011) - 2nd Ever Rhyming Poem

I wish they knew the real me.
Someone who can cry and bleed.
I wish they saw something more.
But still the trap me in this horror.
And though I scream and fight and yell,
They keep me in this bubbly shell.
Just to say they disapprove,
Then go around to change their mood.
All I want is for them to know.
That I love myself, yet I am so much mroe.
Then what they seem to want to see.
I guess they'll never know the real me.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Alone ( May 1, 2011 )

Slowly but surely it eats at me.
Like a virus waiting to sink it's teeth into it's host.....

Here I am yet again, with nothing but my thoughts to sustain me.
Oh what horrific thoughts, as all that I once s taunts my every breath.
Though I can not escape, forever I am trapped within my own subconscious.
How did I come to be this broken woman, the one you abandoned?
Even worse, how did I become this broken woman who can't abandon you?

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Death Within Your Eyes ( Sept. 29, 2010 )

The light flickers from your eyes as life slowly erodes from your grasp.
As your breathing gets slower, I find a tempest of tears descend from my eyes.
I have no interest in loosing you, but yet I find that choice is no longer mine.
Nor has it ever been and never again might be.
So as I hold your hand to my heart, you slowly begin to slip from away.
Suddenly your breath becomes absent and death has called checkmate.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Woman ( Sept. 28, 2010 )

Your eyes are of no comparison and your beauty has no bounds.
As I gaze at you from afar, I suddenly fade into a sweet tranquility.
For you are woman, more gorgeous than any creature life has sustained.
And as your essence is within my gaze, I can only ponder upon your vision.
For I can not forget those lips, as I could not forget the voice that comes from them.
It is your eyes my dear, they are of no comparison, and that beauty - it has no bounds.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The Storm ( Sept. 18, 2010 )

The storm rages as the rain pelts me like bullets.
Soon I become numb to the pain, and begin to enjoy the serenity of all of nature's beauty.
As the desolated darkness lurks, the freezing weather runs through my veins, and the chills quiver up my spine.
Finally my toes begin to curl and the ecstasy of lightening and thunder derives within me.
I lay on the ground ans render all, in which I am, to the earth.
Soon, we become one and the unbearable reminiscing of my subconscious happens to seize.
Finally, I am who I was meant to be, finally I can be me.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Never Again ( Sept. 16, 2010)

As he heard the tales told, his mind pondered, reminiscing the memories.
The pain that once was has awaken yet again.
To bring with it only an ounce of happiness.
As his eyes fill with visions of his past, he soon becomes blind in the sweet tranquility of sorrow.
In thus, we find life's evaporation into oblivion.
And for love to never have truly existed to begin with.