And the scars under neath them tell me I haven't been for awhile.
Sometimes I wonder if it will ever get easier.
Maybe a day where I don't have to make it through, or a night where I don't force myself into a state of exhaustion because I am terrified of the overwhelming darkness that comes with a dreamless sleep.
In all honesty, I just want to feel human again, not a walking disaster, paralyzed by my minds inept ability to make every moment a battle between life and death.
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